Another Year Older

OH yeah.. another year older. Just to say few things. Late post hahahaa…

• Hated CNY, X’mas, New Year~, any other festivities [no offence to anyone out there, you feel it, your problem.] I guess the festive mood is just no longer in me. [i don’t have  the X’mas spirit for X’mas. –.- got sick of Xmas shows on TV urgh… sends chills to my spine]
• Hard to react to surprises, so please do not surprise me. [urm, not to hurt anyone’s feelings, but it’ll be better that way, my face cannot fake a surprised look. i sort of see through your idea ]
• Regret what i did to cute lil animals WHEN I WAS A KID. Yeah, [eg: i cleaned slime off my pet fishes, no wonder they died so fast. Learned a lesson, stop judging me. I don’t need your judgement. Others, i can’t even bear of thinking of it. RIP lil cute ones~]
• Regret what i should’ve done in secondary school. Well, no point brooding on it now. Wished i was more active and daring
• Find ****** a waste of money.
• Started to use Hand sanitizer after H1N1 scare. So what if i am a hygiene freak? Better clean than dirty.
• I do not  “mengampu” others to get what i want. I seriously DO NOT believe that it is necessary
• I’m trying to keep my temper longer. It’s an effort you know.
• absolutely picky over Korean DRAMA. please do NOT even tell me “nice ma…. try la…” if i knew the title and plot, and i said i do not like means that. Your preference is your choice, so not meddle with mine.
• Same goes for anime [THESE YEARS, anime has gotten worse, oni a trickle of it are worthy to be watched.]
• Only and usually willing fork out $$ to buy food, books, consisting of novels, or worthy quality eletronic equipment
• Do not use cosmetics.
• Start to abandon large sized T-shirts, only keep some.
• Felt so alone. What will become of me in near future [i know that future cannot be determined] But imagine ended up in some work that one hated for the rest of your life
• Felt so childish still.
• Wrote this so pals can know me better
• I said i don’t care what you think of me as, but actually i do. i tried not to, failing miserably. So even though i acted cold towards you, i don’t mean to. I don’t know how to start conversation and it’s always feels awkward meeting friends i haven't met for so long since they have new friends, new experience, take other courses that i have no interest in except if it’s important for my knowledge. I have no clue how to start a conversation. Even if did so, only talked about the friends and courses they have experienced, jokes, and crazy random stuff they did that have no particular part from me. I have no interest in them.
• Felt i must know my pal’s love life LOL. Noone ever confide it to me, is it because i’m not close enough or i lack the experience?
• Frequently feels that life is meaningless, worthless to live by, i’m still alive to write this all up?! –(=.=)-
• Have somekind of  OCD.
• Have fear of presenting or talk in front of crowds.
• I condemn those who litter, spit on pavements, roads esp: ah peks.[OMG, gomeh *******!!!], smoke. These people have no respect whatsoever towards others around them.