So far, so good.

21st FEB is de day~

i’m really glad i took a step further to ensure i will PASS this time for paper f4 and f6. too bad i’m not so prepared for f9 [financial management] so i ditched the subject.

f4 Corporate & Business Law:66

f6 Taxation: 71

Really, i have confidence in only TAX, but wow, i managed to pass f4.

My soul practically came out for a mo when i couldn’t access my results, and received no email [assumed i forgot to sign up to receive results on9.] it just came late, 6 hours late. [I admit i have a bit of nightmare while napping while waiting for my result]

BUT i still feel slow and stupid for not passing the first time i sat for those exams. what went wrong… hmmm…

My environment sometimes make me feel stupid for not even passing a single subject, while those classmates[friends] of my same intake have already finished this course, only waiting for employment. Even worse when my sibling is way smarter than me.

I don’t need anyone to make me feel as lowly i have already felt. I actually care what’s your response. Extremely sensitive to it.

Forget saying: So what you’re sensitive, it’s your problem.

I’m not complaining. Just please, be understanding.

Is YOUR FACE[pride] so important to you? then NO NEED to SHOW IT OFF to me. I hate this type of pride.

But i try to believe there’s a reason for everything. Maybe my being slow have something meaningful?